I’ve been having horrible nightmares and thoughts about this for years, and it eats me up inside to the point I want to be sick even thinking about it.
I’ve always been a rather curious kid, which was probably why I probably shouldn’t have been on the Internet at such a young age. I don’t remember how young I was at the time, but I remember I was younger than 10, but I saw a lot of sexual and graphic things on the Internet. My younger brother saw them too, and I have no idea how, but we tried to try some of the things we had seen out once. I don’t know why, and I hate myself for it, I don’t even know if he remembers it ever happening but I do. It makes me want to be sick, it makes me want to claw my skin off and bury myself 6ft under. It was wrong, I know that now, but I know I never would have known at that age. But, what I need to know is, am I still a horrible person for it? What should I do? Should I do nothing and try to forget? Please, I’m still just a kid and I don’t want to have to think about this anymore, I don’t want to have to worry about it, or stress over it. I don’t want to be paranoid.