I want to be closer to my dad, but I don’t want to at the same time. He’s never really close with us emotionally, and he’s mostly in his room either working or sleeping. I’d see him …
Continue readingFor the past year I’ve been obsessing over if I have accidentally acted sexually abusive or at the least inappropriate with an old friend. I’m here to ask for reassurance on this, as well as what I …
Continue readingso there is this guy I met thru an online dating app. we’ve been sexting and videocalling for months and we haven’t talk anything personal and I dont want to ask either. it’s just that there I …
Continue readingsoup, im sorry i couldnt be enough for you. im sorry i kept messing everything up im sorry i couldnt help you enough im really sorry about everything. ive tried everything to maintain our friendship but it …
Continue readingWhen I have sleep paralysis (which is super rare for me), it’s not scary, just weird. But this time it was different. The moment the sleep paralysis was over (which was recently), I wanted to go back …
Continue readingi thought i could rely and lean on my friends at times but i ended up being forsaken. i tend to believe it was just me and my mind, i know my own mind can be deceiving …
Continue readingI did it, and I didn’t know the feeling if it was guilty, pain, sadness or happiness. I felt powerful honestly, I could throw up all that food on purpose, but at the same time I was …
Continue readingi’m so sorry lala. i’m sorry for not visiting you as often as you should, for not caring for you as a friend. sorry for not worrying about you more when you were sick. sorry for leaving …
Continue readingwarning for cannibalism but
ive always wanted to eat human meat. like fresh and raw. when i get bored i look up lab grown meat and costs to get grow-your-own meat kits. like i get that ouroboros …
Continue readingNowadays all I want is to be an escape from this world. I want to die but I am scared to do so. My family situations are fucking worse. My anxieties are on peek I literally have …
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