Category: A Pain

I love you. I hope we will be together in next life. It Fucking hurts, why don’t you even look at me. Did you forget our special moments. I love you I fucking love you milind. Maybe in another universe…

I’m just so tired and feel so bad, I just want to feel safe and whenever I try and voice my interests my younger brother mocks me and I know he learned it from me and I just feel so …

I tried to kill myself several years ago and life got better for a while, but I’m now back to those thoughts and in an even worse place than before. I wish I had been successful. Furthermore, I never thought …

I want to go home…

You really don’t know how it feels to be betrayed by the own persons that you thought were your friends.

I’m happy you have other friends, and they seem nice. Watching you with them makes me happy since they’re really a supportive kind of friends, like when you feel down they’ll instantly go to your house to check you. I …

I want to be closer to my dad, but I don’t want to at the same time. He’s never really close with us emotionally, and he’s mostly in his room either working or sleeping. I’d see him a lot, and …

When I have sleep paralysis (which is super rare for me), it’s not scary, just weird. But this time it was different. The moment the sleep paralysis was over (which was recently), I wanted to go back into it so …

I did it, and I didn’t know the feeling if it was guilty, pain, sadness or happiness. I felt powerful honestly, I could throw up all that food on purpose, but at the same time I was feeling that I …

i’m so sorry lala. i’m sorry for not visiting you as often as you should, for not caring for you as a friend. sorry for not worrying about you more when you were sick. sorry for leaving you in your …