Category: A Pain

I tried to kill myself several years ago and life got better for a while, but I’m now back to those thoughts and in an even worse place than before. I wish I had been successful. Furthermore, I …

I want to go home… …

You really don’t know how it feels to be betrayed by the own persons that you thought were your friends.…

I’m happy you have other friends, and they seem nice. Watching you with them makes me happy since they’re really a supportive kind of friends, like when you feel down they’ll instantly go to your house to check …

I want to be closer to my dad, but I don’t want to at the same time. He’s never really close with us emotionally, and he’s mostly in his room either working or sleeping. I’d see him a …

When I have sleep paralysis (which is super rare for me), it’s not scary, just weird. But this time it was different. The moment the sleep paralysis was over (which was recently), I wanted to go back into …

I did it, and I didn’t know the feeling if it was guilty, pain, sadness or happiness. I felt powerful honestly, I could throw up all that food on purpose, but at the same time I was feeling …

i’m so sorry lala. i’m sorry for not visiting you as often as you should, for not caring for you as a friend. sorry for not worrying about you more when you were sick. sorry for leaving you …

I was groom and touched by moms bf and I honestly liked it when he touched me even thought I know I shouldn’t have I was just a kid he took advantage of me. He told me to …

I am so scared about life. I chose a degree I love and now I am scared that I won’t get a job. I feel like a failure. Everything I think of the future it makes me want …